Thank you Lord for so many things.

to seek; to hunger; to find
an experience
incoporating
wisdom
tenacity
resilience
and sweet sweet success-
pulled from the verge of failure.

yes, i am grateful for securing two jobs.

i know there are many who do not have
this security; the knowledge of being able to
carve a living for ones own life.
a thirst for independence fulfilled.

and yet i reflect on what i ve been through.
the many interviews
the many job scouting sessions

in the beginning-
that youthful confidence
then after falling a few times
the slow gloom
the disppointment of we'll-call-you-laters
the fluttering of hopes' wings when
a walk-in began.

many tell me how i should spend my time
many try to change my mind-

but will they ever understand?

do they think my thoughts?
do they know who i really am?

i do not justify my actions
nor do i see people as bad or good,
indeed
people are always a little of both.

but Jesus knows.
100% man, 100% God.
He gave me these jobs;
Hs voice i hear, but when i listen-

do the words take on a second meaning?

I need not look for jobs?
because He has already secured me one. (or two ^^)

Jehovah Jireh-
the Lord my Provider reigns =)